|the tornado is the least of the damage
||[Mar. 14th, 2006|03:07 am]
cookie dough jenkins
|||||the hot snakes - 10th planet||]|
So basically the big thing is I guess is that Joel pretty much betrayed me, he's now seeing the girl I was interested in. He knew I liked her, he knew we had hooked up but he still went after her, whats also shitty is that he was seeing her friend/roommate before this happens.
As far as she (her name is Mandy) is concerned fuck her, glad nothing too serious happened to make it worse on me, I don't need to know anything else about her except that if she jumps from roommate to roommate all the while hurting her friend who was having some problems with Joel but still really liked him, well then fuck her she's apparently a soulless cunt.
Joel however to me is the worst, I've stuck my neck out for the guy so many times its not even funny. When people talked shit on him I defended him, When the cops shut down his birthday party last summer I accepted partial blame even though I didn't live at the house at the time. Whenever he likes a girl even if it is for 2 weeks until he gets bored and see's someone else I tell the girl that he likes that he's one of the greatest guys alive and that I hope things go well. Has he ever done this for me? No. Whenever the chips are down he just laughs and gives me crap. When I liked Mandy he didn't try and help things out, he tried to hook up her and my roommate Adam who can be a huge asshole to women. When Mandy dropped me (over a Myspace message nonetheless) did he try and set things right or offer any sympathy, no instead he gets drunk and makes out with her, hell he does it with her in front of the girl who did like him. I mean Jesus Christ I found out last Saturday at the Esoteric show that he wasn't even going to tell me about it. I don't even know what else to say right now. You know getting dropped by anyone who you used to like hurts a little bit for a while and usually after the years you get so numb that its no more than a minor inconvenience. Getting betrayed by your best friend hurts a hell of a lot worse.
What a fucking Judas.